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ummmmm got a new journal just to let everyone know it is http:// myspace.com/moonsnstarz1985 i think so if u want to know what i am up to there you go...

So my past week as been ok i guess. Jay has been on midnights this past week and alls he did was slept, what else is new though. So the past few days i think i have been to the mall more times then i would usually in 6 months. The other day i went with my mom and a friend during the day, then i went again that night with another friend, then the next day i went with Jay,Jess,his mom, and me all went again. And then yesterday my mom, me and April went to the Eastwood Mall. My mom wanted to go since they were remodeling. So we went! Within the past few days i got 2 new stewie shirts, a big stewie pillow, and a canopy for my bed, and a stewie poster. Oh and another new thing Jay got me for our anniversary was a game cube. So that was cool. So besides that not much else has been going on me and my mom have been doing a lot lately and its nice not to have anyone get on our ass about doing something. Last night Jay went to a Bachelor party was not too happy about that. But i have no say so. He called last night and said it was ok. I told him as long as he didn't fuck them, touch them with any body part, or had to go to the bathroom to do his job then we will be ok. So from what he told me he didn't. So i believed him. I don't think he would do something that dumb. So while he was out doing that i went with Niki for our walk and we where going to go practice my maneuver ability in her car but it got to late. But i got to drive around for a little bit. I have to go take the test next Saturday and i am a little scared that i won't pass. But everyone is trying to give me a little bit of confidence. But oh well i got to go and get a shower. My mom went to church and then she is going to whit house farms with my sister and i don't know if she was going to pick me up. I told her Jay will be here at like 3:30 to get me so got to go ttyl...

So lets see, Tuesday i stayed home and hung with my mom and Rhea. It was Grandparents Day so she took Rhea out of school. Jason hung out with Tony and he called me at like 9:00pm and asked if I wanted to go for a ride to take Tony home. So we did that and then Wednesday Jay came to pick me up and we went home and didn't do much. My cousin called and asked if i wanted to do anything and she never showed up. She has done this twice. Jay said she was a rude BITCH... I was like yeah I know. But after that my friend Niki called and asked what I was doing so she came to pick me up and we went to Struthers and went for a walk. Don't ask why we go there I just follow her. But it’s nice we are both motivating each other. So Thursday I had my maneuver ability class and that was easy as hell the only thing i didn't like was that they had there own break and it was so confusing. But oh well... Then Jay came to get me and we went to his house and to our surprise was his mom. But she is trying to act all nice to me know. And it’s nice of her but i know her she is going to be fine known and in a few weeks she will be back to her rude self towards me. Oh well. Then we went to DQ and got some food and went home and me and Niki went for our walk again. We got home like at 9:30pm. So i just sat her and went to bed. Today i am waiting for Jay and we are going to do something who knows what though. And at like 7-7:00pm Niki is going to pick me up and we are going to go for our walk. Tomorrow is the scrapbook event thing and me and April will be going at like 10am. So for now that is all so i am going to go so ttyl...

Lets see, Saturday I didn't see Jason he was hanging out with Tony, and Hoover. So i stayed home and then at like 4:00 my sister came to pick me up and we went to Giant Eagle and Wal-Mart and back to her mother in laws to get Rhea. And then we had to go to the kid’s school for a play. Drew was in it, it was Beauty and the Beast, and it was good. And then i came home, my mom came to see it to but she came later. And then Sunday my mom and me decided to go to church. And we came home from there about like 12:45. And then my mom and frank went to my grandpa's place for my uncle it was his birthday. And Jay came to get me at 3:00 and we went to his house and then his mom came over and caused more problems then usual. So she was like i think Rachelle is mad at me to Jay, and Jay was like well hers why, and he went on. She has this thing were she likes to insult me a lot. 1st thing was Jay Rachelle looks pregnant, 2nd thing was Rachelle are you gaining weight? 3rd thing was Rachelle why does your hair look so greasy and nasty. So she has been on my ass as of late so i am kind of staying away. But anyway so last night we went to BW'S for the PPV that was fun. Till like 9:30. Lynn and Tony had a little argument and Tony got pissed and punched a hole in the wall at BW’S. So they told him either you fix it or you lose your job. So he fixed it this morning. He called me to let me know what happened and to get Pit's number. So last night I get this strange call. My friend i used to work with at InfoCision, Her BF called me to ask if i talked to her, and i told him i talked to her at like 6:15 that day and that was it. He was like well did she call my cell phone and i said no. He was like ok well if she calls let her know to come home. Brief you in i guess that where fighting about the dog, and Vivian got mad and left with the dog. Well he called and asked me all these questions, mind you he is from Puerto Rico and it was hard to understand him. But anyway he said she needed to come home now causes if she didn’t the cops were going to take him to jail. So i was so confused like always so i called her at like midnight and left a message and she has not called me back so i have no clue what happened. So I just went to bed. Today i woke up at like 8:30 and watched TV till my mom came home. And i plainly came out just to tell her i was in the mood for waffles. I didn't say mom go buy some waffles. But Frank got all mad at her and me so it was a big deal. But me and her went to IGA and got some anyway. But he got all pissed off like always. He was like well has she ever heard of a job. And i heard him and i went off. I was like I am in the process of finding a job, and trying to go back to school. So FUCK OFF ASSHOLE. It’s not like he has a job, or taking me to put APPS in. My mom even said it she works and so does Jay so most of the time those two people have no time to take me to go put APPS in but Frank could since he has nothing else better to do. Oh wait he has such a busy schedule... Riiiggghhhttt...lol. So anyway i am just waiting for Jason tom get off work and he's going to pick me up and we are just going back to his place. Have no idea if we are doing anything or not. But oh well. Wednesday i got to go take my test for maneuver ability. So I am a little scared but i think i will do ok. This Saturday I am going to the scrap book event again with April and my Sister. But as for talking about going back to school I need to go call a few places so i got to go for now so i will write back whenever i feel like it...

Lets see this past week has been pretty Boring, not much to do. It has been so nice and i have no way of going anywhere. This Sucks! The other day one of the girls i used to work with called me and we went to the mall. And that was cool to hang out with her for a few hours. I am thinking of going to St. Elizabeth’s to take a nursing course. It is something that i am sort of interested in. It kind of bugs me that people are not backing me up there all putting me down and saying it's going to be hard. I understand that but it's not like I’m not going to try. But oh well what else is new anymore. I was pissed though because i had to email the people so they can send me a package so i can all the info. And AOL suspended my email so i have no way of accessing my email. So i had to make a new one. So for all of you who didn't know its moonsnstarz1985. So i guess me and Jays mom again are not getting along. I guess she has been saying stupid shit to Jay about me. Which is a little childish but what else is new. So today i went to Jays and we went to return movies and the post office. And then we went to IGA to get some lunch. YUM YUM... I am actually starting to watch what i eat and the portions. I went to the mall and it just rubbed me the wrong way that Niki was like i wear a size 7 I'M FAT... Whatever you are a skinny twig. So i am hoping i can stay with it. So today i decided to call everyone in my address book, but i got everyone's voice mail. You can tell i am bored. I have been playing my Sims game but it is starting to get a little boring since i have been playing it everyday. So tomorrow i am going to go over Jays and we have to put a Fire movie on a tape and make 10 copies. So i am looking forward to hanging with Jay for that. We actually might bond a little. MAYBE if i am lucky...lol... Right now i am waiting for my mom to get home i want to see if she wants to go to Wal-mart, so i am going to go so i will write a lil later...